Oru naal vali thaanga mudiyala.......

I was listening to 'Vaanam Mella.......' from NEP thinking about her....
When i was about to recollect my school days she just called me , even my ringtone wa the same song.

When i looked at her in some photo's i never thought that this golden girl would come down to earth.
I missed her ... i can never get that part of my soul back. I made a mistake....i made a blunder......I had been mute.

Fear

hi ppl,
             How do you define character? your thought , thought process towards your every action?  What do you think makes u follow the process of this thinking, to attend to it, to stick to it, to abide by it ? the fear of inconsistence....inconsistent in following your conscience.

                         Yes, FEAR is what defines you,  to what you fear defines who you are,  ain't it.

a Loser I am

as far as i know, i like things and end up seeing it in others hands a few times in others hearts .....
yes a loser i am, i cry inside and bury it.....just to bring it back anew .

I was humming the Kun Faya song (rockstar) inside me.......a materialistic guy i guess, i love happy things and usually crave for them......but as i know i always loved my innocence until recently i found my self how much of a fool i had been and i would be. :(


I llove the ppl around me ....... and i would always wish they get the peace they want......coz i kinda know how it will be a whole day without any peace around....:p


just as i like ppl, they might also like someone else rite ? honest point......

u gotta accept and move on.....ha ha , the latter never happen until the former comes up again....;

i lost my face

This day ,

i did what i dreaded for the whole of my life.My act led to the impression that i disobeyed the person i should have never.

i don't know or i consider that blogs can also be a sanct for piling up ur lacks and feelings.

This moment i feel like i'm the most sensitive entity in this world.

I hate thinking , coz every moment i think

i feel embarrased. i feel i lost one side of the rope that i was holding at both the ends.

i konow ppl will be ready to condemn u for one ***** , 4getting everything that ur past could have pronounced as benevolence.

He is disturbed, i feel destroyed, i cant dump this act any place.

So big are constraints in this world , so that one can pee in his pants and feel embarrased , better than feeling what i do now.

as always ,

i pray for what god has given us and i plead 4 the well being of all.

JaI GURU dev, sans ma'm i would lik to see u. i miss u so much.