i did what i dreaded for the whole of my life.My act led to the impression that i disobeyed the person i should have never.
i don't know or i consider that blogs can also be a sanct for piling up ur lacks and feelings.
This moment i feel like i'm the most sensitive entity in this world.
I hate thinking , coz every moment i think
i feel embarrased. i feel i lost one side of the rope that i was holding at both the ends.
i konow ppl will be ready to condemn u for one ***** , 4getting everything that ur past could have pronounced as benevolence.
He is disturbed, i feel destroyed, i cant dump this act any place.
So big are constraints in this world , so that one can pee in his pants and feel embarrased , better than feeling what i do now.
as always ,
i pray for what god has given us and i plead 4 the well being of all.
JaI GURU dev, sans ma'm i would lik to see u. i miss u so much.
